Wednesday, June 25, 2008
8:36 AM
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Having Nothing to do at all... is so super duper GREAT. But of coz, it's so much better if there's some1 slacking with u.
I have offically did nothing for 3 weeks now. Since the semester ended. Previous 2 weeks, Junqi had Exams, thus I was all alone... feeling bored. But since he finish on last Thurs, slacking has never been better. It's seeing him 24/7 and never getting bored. Even these days... we can sleep at 7-9pm and wakes within the wee hours of 4-6am. But I like it thou.. it's like I have the most of the sunshine during the day. I love day times.. as u see the sun slowly rising, temperature warming up and lots of time to do anything u wan.
Another benefit of waking up early.... is washing clothes. I have gt so much to wash. Clothes, bedsheets, lil' pillows, floor mats and Junqi's labcoat. Each have to be washed separately. It's to prepare for next week... when my both parents and Junqi's mum arrival in Perth! When they come, it'll all be clean sheets and pillows for them.
It's really exciting for me. Great that this time... my Dad's coming along with Mum. I believed Mum missed him den.. when she came here alone in Nov. And Dad was freaking bored at home, with only Sis ard in the nite.... and they dun really tok since Sis inherited from Dad. Being Quiet ppl.
I have Junqi and I have my Parents. What else could I ask for... they're all my Loves.
For this trip, I wan it so much better for them... more Fun and relaxation. I will wan to post all the pics too... updates on the trip. But I might... as usual... be so lazy.
Maybe.... for this hols, I am worries free too. I dont worry abt my results this sem, since there's no exams. All enrolment for units are settled too. I told my Honey Bun/Bunny, this is probably my happiest time in Perth. It'll only last for this week thou. The adults are coming for 2 weeks, then Junqi have gt his work experience thingy for 2 weeks. And Uni starts again! which, sux.
Oh yes, I met Calynn.... aft a long long time, last Mon. I felt really good on my way home from her place. We had a lousy lunch which she treated me to. Brief shopping ard the City. And went back to her place to grab some maps of South western australia and tried on her popcorn machine. It's so cute and I feel like getting 1 myself, but I dont think I will. Hah. I think that meeting did pull us closer alil more since the drift last year?
I have been watching Sex and the City while Junqi plays his psp. Within 3-4 days, I have already finished 3 seasons. Currently on the 4th. I could finish up all the 6 seasons by this weekend I guess.
Last thing to update... I think. I feel bad abt taking leave for next week for work at the bakery. Manger's going on her hols from 30June to 13July. My Parents are here from 29June to 12July. How coincedental is that?! For the 5 days downsouth trip, I've got no choice but to take that week off. I feel bad thou.. coz even part-timers have to work 6 days now. I would like it if I'm them... work means $$. But the newest current Perth-PR Msian malay girl... is too lazy to like working so many days.
This led me to wan to type on. It's thoughts in my mind that cant stop. Junqi thinks that I think too much. But seriously, I think my brains works really fast on thinking abt random things. Point I wan to make is... I dun really like that Malay girl. Sometimes I'm neutral thou. I find her too lazy and slow. Many Malays are lazier. In Spore or Msia. But when I think abt Rokia, den tt's a different case. I duno... but bah, doesnt matter. I only see her on Mon mornings.
I'm also waiting for my contacts to arrive from Msia, and a bag and top which I bought gt online in Sg. The contacts is a freaking mth+ late. I was angry... she shld have given me a discount. Haha. And the bag I bought from Ferlyn's auction site, it's disappointing. Mum told me the skin is peeling. I saw it on webcam itself too. But how am I going to request a refund on that. I told Ferlyn abt it and she said she can return me the money and I can still take the bag, coz she dun use it anymore too. But still... mayb she shld say she'll charge the bag cheaper? I duno, just think that might be a better solution. I'm still taking it thou. But it's sad... The top, better be all good. Or I'll never buy anyting online again.
Time to hang up the clothes.....
you make my life perfect-`
Wednesday, May 21, 2008
11:33 AM
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I'm starting to... No, probably alrdy disliking group meeting with the rest of the girls. Somehow, they always make me feel that I dont do enough. I'm probably super lazy.. but I'm not stupid. 1 of the girls.. is really dominating. She decides wad each ppl in the group does. I'm given most of the junky part of the project. For example, Timesheet. I HATE doin that. But if it's a small scale, I can press my teeth tgt tightly and let it pass. This current proj we're doing on, it's definately nt small scale. It's a 2 mths long proj.. whic would require abt 10 meeting minutes!!
That.. has infact spoilt most of my mood to study for the test tmr. I may b the least intelligent of the 3 girls.. but tt doesnt mean I'm nt intelligent at all! I know I need guidance as well, but when I get it, I always try to do my best!
But she didnt give me a chance. For the timesheet, I could squeeze out all my brain juice to do a tougher part of the project. It's not a different part to do, but I just duno how to crap. Since learning how to write a simple 1, prob in sec sch, I alrdy dislike it. Too bad... for this current time of the day, I alrdy did half of it. So I'm not going to give up my brainjuice for it anymore.
I just need to whine/complain/be grouchy abt it.
Somehow, this reminded me of a backstabber incident whic I encountered since my 1st yr in Perth. Things may b cleared since... but I could nv trust again. I was really naive. Thinking any1, every1 could be like my sec sch frens n poly frens. Where there was no discriminating, no bias-ness. We stood tgt no matter wad.
I think abt myself over the last 2.5 yrs since coming to Perth. When I had problems, who I could turn to n tok to. The only person was probably Calynn.. she was the only soul I knew when I came to Perth, knowing no1. I rem going to her whenever I needed some1 to tok to. When I felt lonely... i even asked to sleep with her on the squeezy single bed. She allowed too.
Over 2 yrs alrdy... she has graduated n moved out of the current hse I'm still staying in Holder street. Junqi has prob taken over this companionship she used to provide me with. But I still dun feel that he understds enough.
Drift.
But Calynn... since she was with Clement, I feel the drift between us alrdy. I dun dislike Clem in any way. But incidents n when planning of meetings, she had made it clear tt Clem will be there always. Peiling, a sec sch fren I used to be so close to, just told me. A fren will always be a fren. But i really hate to see frens drift. Ppl I trust so so much, no matter the distance, to actually be so difficult to talk to now.
My sec sch frens, Peiling Geraldine Jiafang Tingjun Shirley, the only person I talk to now, is Shirley. But she nt usually ard. It's difficult for us to share anything with each other nowadays. But she's a fren that I really really wan to keep. For good. Poly girls, all busy with work n bf. They dun come online much.. just like Shir. And it's difficult for me to always keep up n call them from over the miles.
Junqi... I said earlier, he may prob have taken over the companionship. But sometimes... he adds on to my emptyness. I know if I'm ever without him here, I will feel as if I'm the only person in the world. I still feel that I dont know him enough.. no matter how long we knew each other before this bgr. When I liked him so very much that he's so different from other guys, he's actually not. I complain and whine abt anything that makes me upset. But he has no comments.. no nth to comfort me abt. Since he went to Uni at 2pm, I wandered from his room, to my room.. n back n forth. I was abit lost. I didnt feel like doing anything.
Ppl I could really turn to now.. is practically zero. I only hang out with a grp of girls fr chem eng. If i have any problems with them, who can I tell, who can understd? If I have rship problems, who can i turn to too? When i used to turn to Shir n the poly girls so much..
Sometimes, jus sometimes, I'm slightly glad that the landlord's family is at hm. When they make noise, at least I know there's ppl in the hse.
I'm a very Human person. I need ppl ard me. If I'm the guy from I am Legend, I rather die. I depend on ppl, life ard me to be alive. I get affected by things/ people easily. I'm emotionally very weak. But I dun like to appear weak infront of others. I dun like ppl to know my emotion. I think alot. Coz my brain wont stop thinking. Every second, it could be thinking of different random stuff.
I'm emotional now. Prob pms-ing. But here n there when my mind wanders off, all the thoughts I typed above, are those that ever came to my mind b4.
you make my life perfect-`
Friday, May 16, 2008
7:29 PM
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Havent blog for nearly 2 months now. Been so super duper lazy... n pretty busy.
I said I will continue the Freo outing.. I didnt. Haha.. so freaking lazy to post pics too!
I took this pic! Arty....
Sunsets always looks so good.
From since last or last 2 blog, our collection of fighting fishes has increased to 4. 1 died thou... but amt still adds to up 4.
Aft having Flappy, Junqi wanted 2 more fighting fish to see them fight. Cruel I know. But it's only aft they fought, that we gt heartache. Butter lost.. pretty much fins were bitten off. But I think they look they prettiest when they fought.
Some time later when we went to the same shop to buy the fake plants in the tank, we saw the red fish. It was so pretty... we felt we had to get it. Heh. Named it Roe. Coz we passed by Roe highway on the way to the shop... and also fish roe, is red too!
Butter, Bruice, Flappy, Roe.
The 2 double tanks in full view. Directly above Junqi's table.
It's 2 more weeks of uni left for me. Coz there's totally NO exams this sem. Yippy!! I hope can score alot better thou... so as to improve the overall grade. It'll be a really busy week next week, with 2 tests and a pretty major combine proj to complete. This is prob the 2nd of such week in this sem.
Tiger Airways tickets are at sg$470 currently... to Perth. So Dad n Mum are coming by the end of June! YEAH! I'm really excited abt it.. juz like the last time when Mum was here. It's even better coz Dad can come as well this time. Junqi's mum is also coming ard tt time. Hope she would fly on the same flight with Mum n Dad. So all 5 of us can tour ard Perth tgt. Tt would be best. =)
I hope i'll be more motivated to blog the pics this time.
When Easter was over, there were still easter chocs in the supermarket. I was thrilled! For the last 2 yrs I was here, they didnt continue selling the chocs. They became from 25% off, to 50% off to 75% off!! There was this Lindt choc that came with the Lindt bunny. No matter how ugly Junqi think it is, I think it's supa dupa Cute!
Thus.... he bullies it! >:(
The eeyore he gave to me n the Lindt bunny.
My toys collection on the corner of my bed, from Perth Royal Show and given.
He insist on not taking a proper pic with the bunny.
Am still working in Coles bakery... Am still a student. Am a hsewife.. & his gf.
you make my life perfect-`
Saturday, March 29, 2008
3:41 PM
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Uni's starting in 2 days time! This break, I didnt put in much effort to study. But anything needed to be completed are pretty much done.
2 weeks back... Ziyan's bday surprise.
Ziyan's vulgar.
Craziness about Mahjong.
The usual weekend clique now.
Juz b4 the 1 week break, was the Gd Fri, whic we didnt have to go to Uni. So I've gt some Lindt Bunnies for the girls. =)
That sat.... Reg asked me to go club. We havent been doin so for a long time. I didnt feel like clubbin as much as b4... but I havent seen them for so long. It was nice if I rejected. Thus I went.
Were at Reg n Lyn's hse in South Perth juz b4 clubbing. The Lion's Reg's gift for Ming.
Metros is now called "Empire". I like the name.
It wasnt as fun as b4... didnt take much photos too. But it was still a great nite out. Music was boring thou. DJ that nite was Mehul's cousin.. Mehul's their common fren from Uni and we met him there. His cousin's not a very gd DJ...?
I went hm... showered and played more mahjong at Ziyan/Jiayu hse. Freaking tired by the time I reached hm at 8.30am. They were playing since 8pm the nite b4.
Ziyan actually moved in that Thurs. ChenYen moved in juz on Wed. Since the whole week, we've been playing lots of mahjong. hehe. Sad to say... I havent been winning. BooHoo.
Tues!! A long planned shopping trip. Me n Junqi woke up late... quarrelled over smth I cant even rem anymore. But similar usual issues I guess. Washed the car aft, showered and went out. There wasnt much to buy in the City thou. I gt myself a pretty fake-snake skin wallet from Roxy and a waist belt from Valleygirl. We went hm very soon aft. Junqi as usual... got tired by the end of the aftnoon.
He has become a very naughty boy.
Roxy Wallet. I bought the waist belt in brown as well. Junqi's influence!
While on the way to pick Chenyen from her hse in Kardinya to St James, me n Junqi went to get the seafood from Universal. She wasnt ready as we expected. So we went into a nearby aquarium to have a look.. coz I know they used to sell Dogs food. Went in, there were only fishes n fishes. We were prob in there for nearly an hr. There was so many weird looking fishes... never heard nor seen before.
There was this particular fish... whic looks like a teenage frog. But much larger. Like a small dessert lizard size. Face like a fish, 4 legs which looks like frog n a lizard tail. I wanted to get 1... since it looked so odd. Hah. Junqi said, if he's nt wrong, it's a species called "WaWa fish" in chinese translation. It makes noises like a baby when it calls & get go on land for abit. Never asked the ppl in the shop what was it. Went down the other section of the shop.. and saw lots of fighting fishes! I got excited. Coz I used to want them so much... yet I duno how I should take care of them. Junqi had 1 b4... thus we decide to buy 1. Choosing a black head & of blue n red body. Since most were either red or blue. A black head, apparently, iks a better/stronger fighter than white head fighting fish. Bought dried worms for its food. Yeekss! But no choice.
I decide to call him Flappy! Coz I wanted to have a name starting with "F". In Fact, when I mentioned that we Junqi, we both schcronised & said... "F**ker". Haha. FiFa (soccer thingy) & Fillet were mentioned too. But.... nah.
Oh yea, we've got out own personal Lavender Pot now! It smellls great!
Forgt 1 more thing abt Easter... Junqi wanted to buy me a 1kg Easter Choc Egg on Thurs. Unfortunately, my car has gt lil petrol left. So he didnt dare to take it out. If not, that would be my surprise. I didnt want it thou. And chose my own 6 diff eggs choc. I sent 2 boxes of that home to Sg for my Fam & Xiaoying too. =) Postage's ex thou.
Flavours: Orange Choc, Strawberries, Dark Choc, Milk Choc with white n dark choc splashes, Pure white, Toffee Crunch.
Juz yest, the same group decide to go down somewhere for a walk. So we decide on Freo, since it was too last min to plan anywhere further. Had icey ice later that nite. Yums. Rushing out for Laksa dinner n mahjong soon.
Randomness: They decide to made this 7 pairs as 2 tai. This is HongKong style I think. 3 tais in total for that round. Yippy. 1st to create 7 pairs too... since they allowed this combo.
Round it off.... things are looking better between me n Junqi now. We tolerate each more now and dont quarrel as much.
A conver yest...
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Eve: U both guys.... 1 like water, 1 like hills. (Ziyan likes the sea, Jiayu like Kings Park - which is on a hill)
Ziyan: So what u like?
Eve: I like him. =) - (Junqi was beside me.)
Since that conver on msn with Shir last weekend, I felt that I opened my feelings more. Thinking positively ans let nature flow. Everything seems to fall into place again slowly... not the same but better than before.
Loving him is enough to make me happy. I shld be more contented than picking on his flaws or changes.
To be continue.... Fun in Freo.
you make my life perfect-`
Saturday, March 15, 2008
9:30 PM
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Am at Jiayu hse now in Walpole Street. But in Ziyan's new room. Like last week, we are playing mahjong again. It's smth we all 5 Poly mates enjoys. All of us, arent even close to aquintance in Poly. But now, we are hanging out every weekend.
The very 1st weekend, Chenyen suggested that we meet up. Junqi & I thought it's weird to meet up with Ziyan since we probably havent even spoke a single word to him in the 3 years of Poly life. But whicever/ wadever.... we met. And I suggested to go to the Wildlife Park. Since meetin in City would be really boring.
Caversham Wildlife Park
Stop by at Choc Factory
Jiayu, Junqi, Evette, Chenyen, Ziyan
The wombat of 2 years ago... with Sis.
The white goat
A baby calf gt me so excited! But it kept walkin away.
This is a really good Kid. It's like my personnal pup!
So freaking cute!
Jiayu, Ziyan, Chenyen, Eve, Junqi
We left Caversham by abt 4pm. It was a freakin hot day. I've gt sunburnt! Went down to City for dinner. And decided on havin Taka, the cheap Jap food. When we finished dinner, the shops had alrdy closed. So we went to Icy Ice for some yummilicious snow!
Played cards while eating.
Pink Lady, Orea and Mango.
We ended the nite at Kings Park. Somehow, there was a large crowd down there. For wad event, still unknown. But nt long aft we left, there was fireworks. Dotz.
Anw, following weekend, mahjong and steamboat was planned!
The nite b4... the ChemEng girls decided to throw a very Post Bday dinner for Winny. At Nao. Apparently a good Ramen Store. Junqi didnt want to go... but I still had to. It's with the girls... for a purpose.
The bear costing A$55, I think it's expensive!
With Peggy
Jap Lemonade in that Blue bottle & a Huge Ramen.
And just hours back... I cooked curry for the mahjong freaks here. Me & Junqi, pretty much take turns to play. I could still entertain myself while he plays... eg now, Blogging.
In another 15mins, we gonna bring out Ziyan's cake!! His bday falls on Tues, 18 March. But we gonna have Uni... and Pre-celebration will be better den a Post. It's a surprise. =)
I was pretty upset with Junqi juz an hr or 2 b4 this. But he doesnt know. I was playing mahjong halfway.... then, Peg told me the Kwinana BP Refinery is employing 800 workers for Oct - Nov. Prob gd for out internship... However, I think the timing's kinda wrong. Coz Uni wont end till late Nov.
The point was... I asked Junqi if he would stay with me during that time. His reply, 'No, siao ah. 3 mths do wad?'. I led me to think abt alot more other things. When we were separated coz I chose to work here in Perth.. for a mth n a half extra b4 going back to Sg. During that time, he alrdy lost pretty some feelings for me. It wasnt easy, really. Since... officially, we only had juz began. Fr then, I really didnt wan to be separated from him again.
That time back in sg... I feel that he treated his frens more impt than me as well. I rem when he 1st came to Perth to study, was for me. But now that he's gt me, the initial reason is no longer there anymore.
It led me to think further.... if for the 3 mths, he's not willing to stay in Perth for me, what would make him stay when he graduated next July? He did say he will... His mum encourages as well. But..... if 3 mths boredom may kill him, how can he stay for at least another 2 years working in Perth??
Since his feelings lessen, I've been tryin means to get it back... Mayb nt hard enough. Probably, it worked too. But it's never the same as b4 anymore. I told him he changed. He thinks I think too much. But Junqi, U've stop coming in to look into my personal thoughts. U've stop caring for me like how u used to. That sensitivity, caring-ness and gentleness U used to shower me so much with.......
I dun really wan it to end... but mayb, this rship may require abit more thinking into it... than juz assuming that it's gonna work the way I wan it to be.
you make my life perfect-`